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thecapitol2013-12-03 12:58 pm
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Out tonight
Who| Ian and open
What| Partying. And by partying we mean coming down off his two week binge of trying to forget the arena
Where| Bars, clubs, the streets of Panem
When| Current, at night/early morning
Warnings/Notes| Underage? drinking (not sure on the drinking age of Panem), drugs, breakdowns
He had told himself he was fine. He had died, woke up, got a shower and went out. Breezy pausing only to check the death toll. Blaine and Kurt had survived, they must have escaped. Well at least his dead hadn't been completely in vain. His escort had even congratulated him for fighting back, like they had expected him to just lie down and die. He had smiled and headed to a bar. He had just died, he figured he deserved a drink.
One drink had led to another, and one club had led to another, he had veered off from the main clubs by the tribute tower and had found a few ones that played decent music. Nothing he knew of course, but heavy and angry, matching his mood.
That had been two weeks ago, he had slept at times. Either back in the tower or wherever he found himself. Not always alone. Being alone was painful, as was being sober or not being high. He had all the money he wanted and so he spent it on forgetting.
Somewhere deep down he knew he was acting like Frank and it sickened him, a burning hatred that reared up whenever he was sober enough to think. Though he had always drank, and smoked shit it was never serious, just mucking about with Mandy or Lip. He had wanted to be an Officer, or if he couldn't be, his GPA was not the best, join the army and work his way up. It had kept him focused, kept him training, kept him out of the worst of trouble.
He didn't have that anymore, or more he had it in a twisted nightmare form. An eternal soldier, unable to die, not fighting for any cause just for entertainment. Killed and revived on the sick whims of a crazy futuristic society. It wasn't going to change, and they weren't going to escape, shit like that didn't happen. The Capitol had no reason to change, this worked for them. So what was the fucking point of trying anymore? So he had stopped trying, stopped thinking and everything had become so much easier.
Tonight was a night like the nights before, he moved from club to club, going with the crowds. Not knowing where he was, not caring. Escaping from his own head, because everything was shit and finding a way to make it not shit would involve far too much thinking.
What| Partying. And by partying we mean coming down off his two week binge of trying to forget the arena
Where| Bars, clubs, the streets of Panem
When| Current, at night/early morning
Warnings/Notes| Underage? drinking (not sure on the drinking age of Panem), drugs, breakdowns
He had told himself he was fine. He had died, woke up, got a shower and went out. Breezy pausing only to check the death toll. Blaine and Kurt had survived, they must have escaped. Well at least his dead hadn't been completely in vain. His escort had even congratulated him for fighting back, like they had expected him to just lie down and die. He had smiled and headed to a bar. He had just died, he figured he deserved a drink.
One drink had led to another, and one club had led to another, he had veered off from the main clubs by the tribute tower and had found a few ones that played decent music. Nothing he knew of course, but heavy and angry, matching his mood.
That had been two weeks ago, he had slept at times. Either back in the tower or wherever he found himself. Not always alone. Being alone was painful, as was being sober or not being high. He had all the money he wanted and so he spent it on forgetting.
Somewhere deep down he knew he was acting like Frank and it sickened him, a burning hatred that reared up whenever he was sober enough to think. Though he had always drank, and smoked shit it was never serious, just mucking about with Mandy or Lip. He had wanted to be an Officer, or if he couldn't be, his GPA was not the best, join the army and work his way up. It had kept him focused, kept him training, kept him out of the worst of trouble.
He didn't have that anymore, or more he had it in a twisted nightmare form. An eternal soldier, unable to die, not fighting for any cause just for entertainment. Killed and revived on the sick whims of a crazy futuristic society. It wasn't going to change, and they weren't going to escape, shit like that didn't happen. The Capitol had no reason to change, this worked for them. So what was the fucking point of trying anymore? So he had stopped trying, stopped thinking and everything had become so much easier.
Tonight was a night like the nights before, he moved from club to club, going with the crowds. Not knowing where he was, not caring. Escaping from his own head, because everything was shit and finding a way to make it not shit would involve far too much thinking.

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He stumbled over to the bar where he recognised the girl there, Eponine, from Marius' world, the girl that had scammed him. He sat down and picked up the drink downing half of it in one. "Fancy meeting you here."
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She shouted back over the music, glugging again from the electic blue cocktail that had been pushed in front of her. It tasted foul and she grimaced, but she gulped again.
"What are you doing, Monsieur? This is not a place for Tributes."
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"Oh, you not a tribute? Did you win while I wasn't looking?"
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"You know I have not won anything. But perhaps also I should have said this is not the place for the good tributes."
She held up her wrist with the Capitol cuff firmly fastened to it.
"Me, I am not so good a Tribute."
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He smirked at the cuff, "Not good enough to not get caught anyways." He shook his own empty wrist at her, not that that was because he was clever, just he had literally been in the city a day before they were given out, there hadn't been time for him to get into trouble.
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She gulped the end of her drink, and slapped Ian's wrist away.
"Ah, soon, if you are bad, you might wear their honour too. Such an honour to remind me that I am in jail."
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"Yeah maybe." He finished his drink as well and ordered them some more. "You don't look bad though." Her teeth were cracked and yellow but she was from eighteen hundred and whatever, he had thought it strange that her teeth had been so white. He slid another drink over to her.
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"And here was I to think you did not like me for what I did in the arena." She lifted her new glass to clink it against his.
"Cheers, Monsieur."
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"Oh, you are funny, Sir. You make me laugh."
She gestured at the barman: he produced two tots of brandy immediately.
"I shall pay later, Sir." She nudged one over to Ian. "Now this stuff, this is brandy. This is what I drank always in France to make it go away. And for you - to make up for stealing from you. Though do not tell Monsieur Marius. It is not becoming of a lady to drink spirits. Oh what the hell, he would not care if I did or did not. Tell him if you will. See if I care."
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She grinned and downed her glass of brandy in one, licking her lips with relish. Apparently, it is a taste that one becomes accustomed to.
"Marius does, though. Do you know, he is a Baron? That is grand - and he knows what a lady is. He knows Mademoiselle Cosette."
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He blinked at the revelation about Marius though. "A baron? Seriously?" His knowledge of nobility was mostly non existent since he had never really cared, but he knew enough to know that that meant he was important. And Cosette... and actual lady, like French nobility lady.
"No wonder he's shit at life."
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She shrugged again, and polished off her brandy. Wow, it was powerful. None of the watered down rubbish she was used to from Paris. Her head swam just a little, and she laughed at Ian's words.
"Oh hush, Monsieur. He is not such a bourrique. He is not part of the pigritia as we are, Sir. He ought not to know as we do."
(translation: a camoufle = take a beating: bourrique = fool: pigritia = underclass.)
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Marius might have been trying to teach him French but he hadn't gotten very far and none of the words she used were words he had come across.
"Did you just call me a pig?"
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"No - oh, gosh, no, Monsieur, NO!" She had to stop her explanation to laugh more, and she slid off her stool so that she could stand right up close to Ian to whisper in his ear.
"No, not a pig, but you must not tell - oh Monsieur Enjolras would shake me if he knew I said it - it is a language I know. Not French. It means the underclass, Sir. The criminals. The ne'er-do-wells, Sir. Like us. Only do not tell. On your life, you do not tell."
Her whispers were dreadfully slurred and she swayed gently next to him. Her limbs felt heavy and light all at once, and the lights very bright and her head very far away and oh, it felt so delightful and she started to laugh all over again.
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Alright the last was a surprise. "I won't tell, no ones laying a finger on you alright. I'm sure there's a frying pan around here somewhere."
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"Do you want a pan? Tell me why! Are you hungry ? Come, Monsieur, come and I will buy you food to make up for the arena."
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"Alright." He grinned, finishing his drink. "What kind of food do you like?"
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She chattered on, even as she began to stagger for the door. Luckily, she was barefooted, so she at least didn't have high heels to contend with as well.
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"I should not have said that, Sir. Forget I said it. I lie." It was pretty obvious that she was lying now, rather than before. But she held her finger against his lips for a minute, before laughing.
"I have never had a fried chicken, Sir. You must show me. Will you show me?"
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But execution, what had she done? And why was she back?
"Ian, not sir, but sure. Let's go find some."
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She laughed again, her worry about blabbing apparently forgotten, and she pushed open the door and staggered into the street.
"Come - come, Sir. Ian." She flinched as her foot hit cold paving stones, but she moved anyway, swaying slightly and falling against the wall with a chuckle.
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