vox_tacenda: (Or who I will be)
vox_tacenda ([personal profile] vox_tacenda) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2015-07-24 03:02 pm

[to be quiet like I should]

Who | Atlas Fairweather and the Initiate; Atlas Fairweather and YOU
What | Come and socialize with your friendly neighborhood Avox wrangler!
Where | Around the Training Center; in the Avox quarters.
When | Following the changes in Tributes' finances, but flexible otherwise! Just, between Arenas. In the Capitol. Around. u know.
Warnings | There will be a lot of talk about Avoxes, and there might be mention of the conditioning process, meaning torture, brainwashing, slavery, etc. There will be no abuse of any kind in this log, but Atlas will not speak to or about them as though they're human beings. Just a heads-up, if that's something you'd prefer to avoid!

I. Ground floor common area
Atlas works in the Training Center. He's got a sparsely-furnished set of quarters not far from the Avoxes down below, even, so he can keep closer guard over his charges in case of some emergency. You'd think he'd get sick of spending time between the wall of the Tower, that he'd take his free hours in the day to walk the city, to change up the scenery - but he doesn't.

Not today, anyway. He's come up here on break, where all the walls are banks of glass and the afternoon sunlight streams in. It's nice after a morning down in the Avox quarters to remember that sun shines on the rest of the Capitol, and people go out of their way to be too loud, to draw attention to themselves. Atlas lounges on a chic green couch not far from the bar, his stiff left leg propped up on a provided footrest and a half-empty beer in one hand. He's out of uniform and everything. An Avox handler in repose.

It's a good vantage point: He can see everyone who comes in or goes out through the front doors. He's become a good observer in his years working with Avoxes. He remembers faces well; he recognizes near every Tribute who walks by, can call their District affiliation to mind just by looking.

Any Tribute who passes too close (or anyone, really, whom he's seen on a screen recently) will hear a friendly, booming "Hey!" from him, and get a wide one-armed beckoning motion if they turn to look - Here. Sit down right here. Maybe you know him by sight - have seen him in his Peacekeeper's uniform, walking the halls with an Avox or two following docilely behind him. Maybe you recognize his face, but can't place it. Maybe you have no idea who he is, beyond some Capitolite. Either way: It's clearly you he's talking to.


II. Suites - all Districts
Among the more important of Atlas' duties is making sure, in all circumstances, that Avoxes act like Avoxes. He's well known in his own employment circles for his ability to tell the moment when conditioning begins to slip. When an Avox has forgotten its place. When they are no longer afraid enough.

He's here in your District Suites to make sure their duties are all being done according to the Traning Center's standard, as laid out in the Properties Manager's Handbook he carries in tablet form in one hand. He's here to ensure that there are no marks left by shoddy cleaning, no linens left unchanged, no food left out to attract flies, no signs that any Avox has been anywhere it's forbidden to them to be. He makes a round of every suite, slowed by a desire for precision as much as by his limp, knocking politely on Tribute's doors before he leans into their rooms to make his quick inspection, marking his tablet with an air of satisfaction at the end of every round.

He approaches the Avoxes as well, while they move about the room doing their mandated tasks. He follows them closely, watching them for illicit reactions; leans down to catch their eyes and nods with approval when their glances skitter away from his face; tugs lightly at their arms to see whether they pull away (the test is passed if they don't). None of it is painful, but there's a casual indifference in his movements. Like he's running a program to check for error. Like he's giving a table a shake to make sure none of the legs wobble.

...Though if you catch him making an inspection in an unoccupied Suite, you might come in to find him standing in the middle of the room, turning in a slow circle and looking around him at the luxury laid out for the District residents. Keep silent a second, and you might even hear a low, envious whistle.
carnagecarnival: (o god)

[personal profile] carnagecarnival 2015-08-07 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
No. Oh no, He thinks all too clearly.

The fear runs through him electric, like he's prepared already for what is most surely to come. Old fear instinct would tell him to be anything but still, tell him to take breaths fast and shallow.

He knows he's fucked up. He overcompensates on new instinct, trying too hard to be stone, to lack in breath at all, as Atlas looks over him. It's inevitable as death, yet he tries to avoid his reconditioning all the same. The wipe alone is something he's resistant to, but no matter how he signed himself up for this, no matter how he cares for those once close, the looming week of reconditioning in a hazy fog of agony and terror is more a press on his mind.

He expected every test come before, but this one catches him. There's a brief second of resistance in his hand, but that manages limpness. It's his eyes that damn him. They go wide with shock. With terror. With all too much expression and sense of being alive. He's not so strong that staring into Atlas's eyes doesn't halt his heart and bring sense like he's been cut clean. But he meets them, dark and indigo-grey colliding and Titan has never been so unprepared for the dark.

It's done. He's finished. All he can do is try and alleviate some of the fear that swells in him now, ducking his head down all too late.
carnagecarnival: (But oh my heart was flawed.)

[personal profile] carnagecarnival 2015-08-07 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
When Atlas ain't looking and he's been allowed invisibility once more, he still stands there shell-shocked. The words go through him. Next week. Four days from now the drugs will be back and he'll be both relieved in the sick part of him and wanting to yank his arm from the needle. He knows he won't. He won't fight for a moment. He won't even run. He'll report back to Atlas, just as he's told.

He feels stiff when he walks onward to his cot, leaving Birdie behind him. He's the horror story for them all. They'll be careful, now that he's done. Whether that will matter in the eyes of Atlas, he isn't sure.

He pulls his metal cot out and hates the whine it makes. His pillow and sheet are arranged in as much of a pile as he can manage of it, with a single feather at the top.

It had come from a pillow. He'd kept it. Avoxes weren't supposed to keep things, but he had and no one noticed it in the room's sterility. He put it with his too-small cot, and as he went to sleep, he held curled in his hand-- because everyone knows that Avoxes are only whole when they sleep, and maybe that's the truth in Atlas's sense of them being caught between alive and dead. It took him two more days to remember why it mattered, and even then it came in the most abstract sense, the most distant of logic. The feather is for Sigma. It's for Sigma the gamemaker whom he serves tea to every day. Sigma who means the world. He needs to give to Sigma. For a one day that has to do with his friends but he's not sure what it entails.

When the month passes and so comes his monthly reconditioning, he forgets what the feather is for but he finds it there and when he falls asleep, when he's closest by wherever it is the other part of his soul's gone to, he grips it tight in hand. It comes back later than before with each month, yet even still he clutches it tight in his sleep.

He curls himself up small on his pile and holds the feather in hand. In a week, he won't remember why it matters and when he forgets this time, he's not sure if the knowledge will come back. The one good thing is that he won't recall why that should hurt either.