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"K" ([personal profile] kontingency) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2013-02-16 01:23 am

things that are perhaps not entirely-- oh, k...[OPEN] [BACKDATED]

Who| K and you.
What| K is exploring the Capitol, out of curiousity about what it's like - he's fascinated. And, perhaps, not looking where he's going.
Where| Pretty much everywhere; he's just spending his day walking around and looking at everything.
When| Backdated to K's return to the Capitol after his death. (February 12th)
Warnings/Notes| Unnaturally calm K? Also spoilers, of course. Also talk about death. And talk about neglect?

K had died before. It wasn't a new experience to him to be snuffed out - as much as it was, perhaps, expected. That freezing chill of death was something he'd experienced more then once, and it hadn't hurt as much as the first time.

This, perhaps, his mind theorized quietly, was because he didn't feel wounded on the inside as much as out, this time. He pushed the thought away slightly violently, in his mind - it was an uncomfortable thought. His contemplation hadn't shown on his calm face, and nor had his rejection - but it still got, perhaps, a sad swallow out of him.

He'd thought he'd stopped expecting things from his father. Perhaps he should have done his best to live up to that.

In any case, K had taken to merely dressing up in warm clothing - a dark blue sweater with no decor and jeans that were in no way thin enough to let him get cold. He could still feel the mild chill of dying there, on that glacier, and it disrupted his train of thought if he didn't properly attend to feeling warm. Regardless of that, however, he had decided to go out from the large rooms of the Tribute Suites that reminded him vaguely of home, and take his day and use it to explore everything in the Capitol. The world for him had always been closed off, always a metallic sheen of walls, somewhat low ceilings, and the glow of artificial lighting. Today was a day to get that curiosity out of his system - his curiosity with the snow had cost him, during the Arena.

He didn't particularly like that death chill. Or the idea of dying at all.

K could be found anywhere, his calm - perpetually, perhaps creepily so - face continuously surveying his surroundings as he looked about. He was recognizable as that one tribute who had chosen to spend some time toying with snow rather then looking for shelter and food - and died for it. And, given the calm fascination he seems to be taking with the city, it's not quite different here.

Although, K was not about to let himself be caught unprepared again simply because he was curious.
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[personal profile] iselldrugstothecommunity 2013-02-18 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course not. They used to play it just with kids, believe it or not. This is a step up for them."

Howard does indeed suckle the ketchup out of the packet, then look for another. He doesn't find that, but he does uncover chicken nuggets, and starts on those. Now that he's begun, there's something almost frantic about the way he eats, less out of necessity than compulsion - although he honestly hasn't eaten in the last two days. The memory of dying keeps coming back to him, and with it nausea, the need to spit, the need to hide and be as silent as possible, which, of course, precludes chewing.
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[personal profile] iselldrugstothecommunity 2013-02-18 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Nah, nat-" Howard chokes a little on something in his mouth, then swallows and continues. "Natives. People from the districts we're supposedly representing. I guess they get prize money or something if they're representative wins."

He finds half a hamburger bun and sits down again in the corner, enjoying it. K hasn't said anything, and that's appreciated. Howard knows his eating habits are horrible, are repulsive and unnatural to most people around here, but it's nice not to be reminded that he's, at the moment, all messed up from the starvation he endured before the Games.
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[personal profile] iselldrugstothecommunity 2013-02-18 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
"They stayed dead. The whole revival business is a new bonus prize for current participants."

Howard closes his eyes as he eats the hamburger bun. It's calming, having food in hand. Being able to waste it, even though he wouldn't. He spent so long starving that he'll never waste food again, and will only ration it, treasure it, hoard it.

"I mean, do the math, Einstein."
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[personal profile] iselldrugstothecommunity 2013-02-19 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"I mean when I say this is a step up, it's because we don't die for good. We die for temps." It also doesn't say much to how much Howard cares about the fact that it was children before. As far as he's concerned, at least the playing field was even then. Now it's people like him and that little ten year-old and old farts like Sigma up against spry twenty-somethings.

"As for 'Einstein', it's a phrase." He finishes his hamburger bun and starts rooting through the garbage looking for more. There appears to be coleslaw, and he eats it with his fingers, licking up the white sour sauce with gusto as if forgetting K's even there.
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[personal profile] iselldrugstothecommunity 2013-02-20 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Howard continues eating, stuffing strings of coleslaw into his mouth, keenly aware of K still standing there. He's not sure what K wants him to say. He's not about to volunteer to hold K's hand and walk him around the city.

"What, are you watching the show?" he snarls, and crouches back further against the far corner of the dumpster. "Scram."