sleeplessinalternia: (25 Spend life fighting for your sanity)
Karkat Vantas ([personal profile] sleeplessinalternia) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2014-03-07 08:28 pm

lord have mercy

Who| Karkat and OPEN
What| After nearly half a sweep a year away, Karkat's back in the tribute tower. He's not happy about it.
Where| D1 suite, elsewhere in tribute tower, in the capitol itself
When| Week 6 and beyond
Warnings/Notes| I'll be putting up some prompts in the comments for the three locations, but otherwise feel free to make your own wildcard prompt! JSYK, Karkat has been revived a week or so after he died (roughly concurrent to when Kankri got resurrected from his) and looks roughly a year older than he was last time anybody saw him. As for warnings... there will be language, probably references to Karkat's death and a little bit of Homestuck spoilers.



Familiar overhead block surface.

Karkat blinks his occular orbs in dismay. He-- he fucking knows this place. Memories come flooding back. Panem. He's in fucking Panem. Held captive by the fucking Capitol humans. Here he was, half-a-sweep older, and now, now, he knew what a fucking travesty that really was.

"We made you," he mutters under his breath. "You should be worshipping us, not fucking turning us into reality television."

There's a paper container of mixed goods next to him on the resting platform. Karkat shakes it out onto the thermal retention fabric. A bottle of what proved to be some kind of artificial scent. A hat in the shape of a gelatinous sea creature. Rubber bouncing spheres in the shapes of his, Signless, and Kankri's heads. A pendant with an enameled picture of a hamburger on it. Gummy candies in the shape of hamburgers. A black shirt with the word DEAD written in his own blood color. A toy figure of himself whose head came off when you squeezed it.

Karkat stares down at the assorted goods. "What the fucking fuck?"
69problems: <user name="bedsafely" site="tumblr.com"> (xtra | You had Jesus on your breath)

[personal profile] 69problems 2014-05-08 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
"It's much harder to work together when you have nothing to work toward, I think. When you feel as though you've failed and all you have to look forward to is a stagnant existence remembering that failure -- which is what it sounds like you had, from what you've told me. Given no way to move forward, you dwell on your failure and your mistakes and you let them take you over. I would know, that is exactly what I did after the island, because I thought I had nothing else left."

He rubs lightly at the base of one of Karkat's horns.

"It's horrible that the one thing you had left broke down the way it did. It's horrible that you couldn't instead band together with your friends and take comfort in everything that you did accomplish. But that doesn't mean the other extreme is all you have. Only you can make peace with it and move forward, and I don't expect it will happen now, or even soon, but it needs to happen sometime, for your sake. I worry about you."
69problems: saeto15 (xtra | The black)

[personal profile] 69problems 2014-05-09 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
"You're my moirail," he says gently. "I worry about you most of all."

"Think of it this way. You have friends here. Some of those friends are even ones you lost, alive again, or ones you never would have made at all otherwise. You can make a life here, if you want, instead of dwelling on what's back on the meteor. It might be best for you to give up on going back. I have. It was killing me to hold onto it."
Edited 2014-05-09 07:04 (UTC)
69problems: <user name="robokatar"> | <user name="rumminov" site="tumblr.com"> (4 | Has been wrong)

[personal profile] 69problems 2014-05-09 08:11 am (UTC)(link)
"It just... it scares me, to see you like this, when it takes so much to get you to let yourself be helped. You tell me I worry about everyone like that means me worrying about you doesn't mean anything. I'm trying to help you because while I worry about a lot of people, I'm pale for you. Don't discount that."

Signless sighs. It's hard to get this across the way he wants, especially when he feels a little hypocritical considering how he was not long ago. But doesn't that mean he just knows better than anyone what a terrible road Karkat is walking down, thinking the way he is?
69problems: <user name="tubbsen" site="tumblr.com"> (xtra | Love is our resistance)

[personal profile] 69problems 2014-05-09 08:39 am (UTC)(link)
"I know." Signless squeezes back. "You've been through so much and so much of it has been painful and difficult and hasn't gone how you wanted, and you've had so little time to come to terms with any of it. It's easy to feel like that means everything you do is bound to fail. I guess I just want to reassure you that you can work through all of those bad feelings and experiences, even if it's going to take a long time. It's not hopeless. You have support and at least one person who cares about you, and you're stronger than you give yourself credit for. You don't have to resign yourself to feeling like this forever."
69problems: syblatortue (xtra | Our lips must always be sealed)

[personal profile] 69problems 2014-05-09 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course I can. I'll stay here for as long as you need me to."