Joel (
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thecapitol2014-03-02 01:22 pm
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i've seen more places than i can name; OPEN;
Who| Joel and Open!
What| Joel is figuring things out, his first week in the Capitol. Possibly checking in on some people, and bumping into new ones!
Where| Various locations - see the open starters for details.
When| The last week or so of the arena, leading up to the crowning.
Warnings/Notes| Maybe some cussing. The thread with Hawkeye will undoubtedly include descriptions of gore, child death, body horror and general brutality. Also drinking copious amounts of alcohol.
[1. D8 kitchen]
Once upon a time, a long, long time ago, before the world went to hell, Joel had been a pretty normal guy. A hard-working, single dad, even. One who did normal things, like errand running, doctor appointments, soccer games.
He'd even, sometimes, cooked an actual meal. He was never a gourmet chef, of course, but out of necessity - being a single parent - and also partly because he just liked himself a good chili sometimes, he'd picked up a few things here and there. Now, after twenty years of scrounging and scavenging and - if he was lucky - cooking over a campfire, he found himself presented with a large, gleaming, state-of-the-art, fully-stocked kitchen. And plenty of leisure time to mess around with it.
Right now, he was mostly just digging around in drawers and cupboards, seeing what-all they had, matching it up with his memories when he could, and sometimes just pulling something out and staring at it in confusion. What the hell is that even used for?
[2. D8 suite]
Sleeping was never one of Joel's strong suits. Sleeping for eight hours at a time, on a big, soft bed? It just wasn't going to happen. He was too, too used to sleeping on the hard cold ground, in short, bite-sized chunks, plagued with nightmares to even contemplate sleeping through a whole night. Tonight, it was worse even than usual, only his second or third in the Capitol since dying in the arena, anyway, and Joel got up out of the nest of blankets he'd made on the floor to stretch his legs.
On entering the common room, he spotted the eerily familiar blue glow of a television screen - eerie, because it had been so long since such a thing had existed in his world, and familiar because it had been so ubiquitous in his life before the outbreak. On the screen, even this late at night, is coverage of the arena. It takes him a moment to work out what it is - a highlight reel, recapping some of the more dramatic moments of the past several weeks.
When his own face appeared on the screen, he froze, tensing up, unable to look away as Ellie's death was replayed in front of him like a movie. His fists clenched tightly and his face became hard as stone.
[3. A coffee shop]
Joel mostly found the Capitol distasteful. Too many people, on the whole, and all of them dressed ridiculously. And they stared at him, like he was some kind of circus freak. Like he was the weird one. But getting the lay of the land was old habit for him, and he knew at some point he was going to have to leave the main Tribute center again - it was better to know the major landmarks, at least, no matter how nervous the crowds of people made him.
Anyone watching him would just see an older man, shoulders tense and slightly hunched - at least, until he caught a whiff of something he never thought he would smell again. Coffee.
Goddamn, but that was coffee. Words could not describe how much he had missed coffee over the years - one of the few vices he'd had, before the outbreak. And now here it was, a goddamn coffee shop, right on the corner of a bustling intersection, like some kind of miracle, like an oasis in the desert. Joel ducked inside, overwhelmed with the smell. He was going to get him some fucking coffee.
[4. Tribute training center]
Joel never in his life did anything like training. Maybe that was why this place fascinated him - this clean, sterile place for people to just, what? Throw knives at targets for a while? Do workout routines? Oh sure, he remembered gyms, fitness centers, places where people used to go to exercise back when running and hiding and killing wasn't something most people had to do on an everyday basis.
But standing around, practicing different ways of killing people? To be able to do it better the next time? It kind of blew his mind. He ran a rough hand over some of the equipment, like he was trying to figure it out. Figure out how it might be helpful to anyone.
What| Joel is figuring things out, his first week in the Capitol. Possibly checking in on some people, and bumping into new ones!
Where| Various locations - see the open starters for details.
When| The last week or so of the arena, leading up to the crowning.
Warnings/Notes| Maybe some cussing. The thread with Hawkeye will undoubtedly include descriptions of gore, child death, body horror and general brutality. Also drinking copious amounts of alcohol.
[1. D8 kitchen]
Once upon a time, a long, long time ago, before the world went to hell, Joel had been a pretty normal guy. A hard-working, single dad, even. One who did normal things, like errand running, doctor appointments, soccer games.
He'd even, sometimes, cooked an actual meal. He was never a gourmet chef, of course, but out of necessity - being a single parent - and also partly because he just liked himself a good chili sometimes, he'd picked up a few things here and there. Now, after twenty years of scrounging and scavenging and - if he was lucky - cooking over a campfire, he found himself presented with a large, gleaming, state-of-the-art, fully-stocked kitchen. And plenty of leisure time to mess around with it.
Right now, he was mostly just digging around in drawers and cupboards, seeing what-all they had, matching it up with his memories when he could, and sometimes just pulling something out and staring at it in confusion. What the hell is that even used for?
[2. D8 suite]
Sleeping was never one of Joel's strong suits. Sleeping for eight hours at a time, on a big, soft bed? It just wasn't going to happen. He was too, too used to sleeping on the hard cold ground, in short, bite-sized chunks, plagued with nightmares to even contemplate sleeping through a whole night. Tonight, it was worse even than usual, only his second or third in the Capitol since dying in the arena, anyway, and Joel got up out of the nest of blankets he'd made on the floor to stretch his legs.
On entering the common room, he spotted the eerily familiar blue glow of a television screen - eerie, because it had been so long since such a thing had existed in his world, and familiar because it had been so ubiquitous in his life before the outbreak. On the screen, even this late at night, is coverage of the arena. It takes him a moment to work out what it is - a highlight reel, recapping some of the more dramatic moments of the past several weeks.
When his own face appeared on the screen, he froze, tensing up, unable to look away as Ellie's death was replayed in front of him like a movie. His fists clenched tightly and his face became hard as stone.
[3. A coffee shop]
Joel mostly found the Capitol distasteful. Too many people, on the whole, and all of them dressed ridiculously. And they stared at him, like he was some kind of circus freak. Like he was the weird one. But getting the lay of the land was old habit for him, and he knew at some point he was going to have to leave the main Tribute center again - it was better to know the major landmarks, at least, no matter how nervous the crowds of people made him.
Anyone watching him would just see an older man, shoulders tense and slightly hunched - at least, until he caught a whiff of something he never thought he would smell again. Coffee.
Goddamn, but that was coffee. Words could not describe how much he had missed coffee over the years - one of the few vices he'd had, before the outbreak. And now here it was, a goddamn coffee shop, right on the corner of a bustling intersection, like some kind of miracle, like an oasis in the desert. Joel ducked inside, overwhelmed with the smell. He was going to get him some fucking coffee.
[4. Tribute training center]
Joel never in his life did anything like training. Maybe that was why this place fascinated him - this clean, sterile place for people to just, what? Throw knives at targets for a while? Do workout routines? Oh sure, he remembered gyms, fitness centers, places where people used to go to exercise back when running and hiding and killing wasn't something most people had to do on an everyday basis.
But standing around, practicing different ways of killing people? To be able to do it better the next time? It kind of blew his mind. He ran a rough hand over some of the equipment, like he was trying to figure it out. Figure out how it might be helpful to anyone.

CLOSED; for Hawkeye;
The bar was one he'd found while exploring some of the back streets and side alleys of the Capitol. It was small, out of the way, clearly a local joint and not a scrubbed-up tourist trap. A hole-in-the-wall, basically, which was much to Joel's preference. He was slightly less the constant center of attention here, a little more comfortable than a bigger, shinier place in one of the busier parts of town.
In short, it was more like a bar he would've patronized back in Austin, before the outbreak.
He didn't know if Hawkeye would show up. He wasn't sure if he wanted him to, honestly. He was already nursing a drink - mostly for something to do with his hands, and because he felt obligated to buy something when he was taking up space at a table. He didn't actually drink much these days, but if Hawkeye showed up, that might change. If he ended up saying what he thought he needed to say to the man.
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He took off to the designated little place without first fussing endlessly over the part in his hair.
What he did have trouble with was finding the small hole in the wall, though he learned that when he walked with an air of importance, with measured steps and with his lips set in a tilt of a frown, with his eyes asking for distance, he didn't draw much of a passing glance from any citizen at all. Like he commanded respect, almost. Almost. He'd almost believe it but it was obvious that just nobody seemed to give a shit about him today and that was fine. He ducked through the doors of the bar finally, refused to look around after he spotted Tex at his table. Hawkeye walked over and sat down, curbed his envy at the alcohol he didn't have and at a dozen other things, and waited.
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His stylist hadn't been pleased.
But it only took a moment for him to school his expression to something more neutral, and he immediately waved someone over to take the other man's drink order.
"I'm buyin'," was the first thing out of his mouth. Simple as that. Not even a 'how are you today'. Joel wasn't particularly good at the pleasantries. "I wasn't sure you'd show up," he added after a moment, almost curious.
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Well, gee, maybe he should have dolled himself up a little more and there's a fleeting look of distance and hesitance that nearly echoed Joel's. Free was free, and he wouldn't say no to the booze and the things he'd do for the lighter fluid of the Swamp. It was nearly startling, the sudden yearning he had for it, and Hawkeye greets the person to take his order with a little grin and says, "Martini. Dry. As dry as you can make it. As dry as a previously soaked sponge left out to dry on asphalt in the Sahara for a month." Hawkeye didn't think it was odd that he just wanted to go home, or as near to it as he could think would be possible.
He's still grinning when he turns back to Joel, and it's not an ironic grin or anything, it's just there and it does die after a second. "I almost didn't," Hawkeye confessed, and with his tone there might not be room to question him. It's sincere. It's curt. It's as much as he'd expect from running up a stranger's bar tab. "I had better offers tonight, the most tempting of which came from my very own cell where I can change what the projection shows on the wall so it looks like this very tranquil, real forest. And the best part is, I'm not even terrified something's going to jump out and sling a noose on me. But then I thought, gee, you must have gone through a lot of trouble writing a note and having it delivered First Class. The least I could do is let you fawn over my jacket."
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2;
That night she'd simply come as if it were a matter of course.
She knew that others might find it extremely strange, but she'd grown very used to having Joel around, and something about his presence kept the nightmares back.
Plus, she couldn't give two fucks about what other people thought about her.
So she'd built her own little next of blankets and pillows on the floor, curled up, and fell asleep. It wasn't until she heard him close the door that she was roused into wakefulness again. Quietly, she stood up, rubbing her eyes and padding over to the door and out into the suite to find him.
"Joel?" She called out in a rough whisper, not wanting to wake the rest of the suite. "Jo--" She stopped as she turned the corner and found him.
And saw what he was watching.
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He couldn't stop it, didn't even know where the remote was to turn it off or changed. It was only that familiar voice that brought him out of it, like a splash of ice-cold water on his face. Fuck.
"Ellie," he said, stupidly, turning a little, maybe trying to block the TV screen with his body while he glanced around almost frantically for a remote to turn it off. "Christ, I thought you were sleepin'..."
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"Oh. They're playing it again." The words were casual but the tone wasn't - more tense, more far away, as if commenting on something that had nothing to do with her. It did, though, and the way she held herself was plenty of proof - as still as stone, on hand gripped into her other arm, pulling the fabric of her pajamas tight.
She forced her eyes to his face instead of the screen behind him.
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"Goddamn people leavin' the TV on all night," he muttered, giving Ellie a concerned look, reaching for her arm. "Sorry if I woke you," he added, lamely.
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3; I am really sorry for how long this turned
Scary. Elsa hadn't been prepared for the amount of people, tribute and Capitol citizen alike. She also hadn't been prepared for the Capitol fashion. It was strange, though there was... a certain charm to it, she couldn't help it. It made her miss her ice dress from back home.
Elsa avoided the crowds as best she could and slowly walked the streets, marveling at everything around her. There was so much she was unused to, but instead of shying away and wanting to hide, she was just so intrigued and wanted to experience all of it. This was good for her, all of this was enough to distract her from the depressing thoughts that plagued her constantly.
Suddenly, Elsa smelled something that she hadn't in a very long time- since before her parents had passed away. Coffee. Her father had always had a cup in the mornings at breakfast and Elsa would eat quickly before making herself practically invisible again. It brought back fond memories and a longing she hadn't expected. She'd never really had it before- her powers made it hard to enjoy warm drinks. After her parents died, family breakfasts became a thing of the past as Elsa spent her days in her room completely from then on.
Without really thinking, she followed the smell and arrived at the shop just as Joel was ducking into it. She felt her spirits lift a little- the man had been kind to her and helped her, it was nice to see him again outside of the arena. She quickened her pace and made it to the door just as it was closing. She stopped it with her foot and slipped inside behind him.
"Excuse me- Joel?"
never apologize!!!
Hearing his name, said in such an uncertain sort of voice, got him turning, confusion etched into his brow as he looked for the source of it.
Oh. Joel wasn't always the greatest with names, but faces, he was a master at - he never forgot a face, because you never knew when that nice guy who helped you out of a scrape might turn around and stab you in the back. Whatever name he gave you.
"Ah, yeah, hi," he said, a little awkward, not sure what exactly the social conventions were for talking to someone you met in a death match... after the death match part was over. "I see you made it out okay." Or at least, came back from whatever terrible fate she'd met.
<3
Trying not to think about the implications of his words, she gave him a nod and a small smile. "I did," she said. "As well as I could, anyway." She stepped closer, the smile on her face growing a little more genuine as she pushed away the sad thoughts.
"I was hoping you would let me buy you a coffee," she said. "Actually- it isn't negotiable. I insist!" Because she was very determined to repay him, and she didn't want him to argue with her. She decided not to say that it was for his help- instead, she figured that it was pretty obvious what it was for, so it was best left unsaid. "Consider this putting my royal foot down, even if royalty doesn't mean anything here."
It was a small joke in reference to their first conversation, she figured- or at least hoped- that it might amuse him at the very least.
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But - well. It wasn't about him, was it? If she needed to do this to feel better, or feel like she'd repaid him, what would it hurt?
"Well then, Your Majesty, I guess I can't say no to that," he said, a hint of amusement creeping into his voice. Eh, why the hell not? "I take it black." Hopefully not too strong - it had been a long, long time since he'd had coffee, after all, his system wasn't used to it.
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4
That's why, so often, he could be found in the training room. He'd long since deemed the Capitol's trainers as next to worthless for sparing and few tributes were willing to test the mats with him... but that was hardly new.
Today it was the bag, Wesker glad only in a pair of loose training pants, landing blow after blow. Hard, meaty strikes with his hands, legs, and feet.
Not even breaking a sweat as the bag jiggled and danced on its chain.
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But Joel still didn't really see the point of standing in front of a big bag, punching it over and over again.
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"Fortune favors the prepared," Wesker purred in that soft, elegant accent of his as he turned to fix Joel with his serpentine eyes. The slits narrowed so against the light in the room that the gaze appeared to be nothing more than iris - the bloodied gold. "One never never knows what they're going to run into."
Those eyes flicked over Joel in a quick, disinterested scan, then Wesker turned to pick up his towel.
"I would think of all people, you would recognize the truth in that."
(Oh yes, Wesker has heard of you, Joel, and where you're from.)
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It just wasn't part of his experience, to be talking to a stranger and suddenly realize he wasn't a stranger to them.
"I don't think hittin' a bag for a couple hours'll do much for my luck," he finally said with a hint of skepticism. "Whatever you think you know about me."
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NONE OF THE ABOVE because yes;
The first chance he had, he ducked into a shop that looked far less crowded - hardly anyone frequenting it - and just breathed against one of the shelf-walls after the door closed behind him. It was good to be away from all that.
When he looked up, he realized that he recognized the other person browsing the shelves. It was someone he knew, too. Relief washed over him at not having to handle more public relations.
"Joel?" he asked quietly, not wanting to get the cashier's attention. "I haven't seen you since...well. I hope you've been all right."
HDU
Joel was not, himself, a fan. He'd never been a big reader of any kind, and never did the whole comic book superhero thing. He'd been more interested in sports and music. And for twenty years, none of that had been a concern, anyway.
But if there was one thing he knew Ellie loved - this was it. She'd been obsessed with those Savage Starlight comics since leaving Bill's place, and he'd made it a habit to pass any along that he found in their travels. Now, now he had a whole, functional city with a working economy and an unlimited credit line, so yeah, he found a quiet, out-of-the-way comic store.
Of course, that didn't mean he had any idea what he was looking for, or which ones Ellie would like. He was sort of browsing around, frowning deeply at the vast selection, having lost hope of finding an actual Savage Starlight comic. Now he was just hoping to find one with enough explosions and space aliens to suit her tastes.
When the familiar voice said his name, he started out of his reverie, looking almost -- awkward -- and blinked twice at the troll, before remembering, before placing his strange appearance. Then he just nodded. "Ah, Kankri, right? Yeah, yeah I've been fine. You?"
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Ellie was very nice, and sensible. He was hoping to see her again.
Realizing that Joel seemed to be looking for something, Kankri glanced around the shop again. He couldn't read the letters on anything, but the thin booklets were definitely familiar to him. "...May I ask what you're here for?"
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3
And he drinks coffee. Howard's developed quite the habit, and sitting around in shops relatively safe from prying eyes and gossiping lips has become a way to cope. He has his petition in, and all he can do is wait, which he feels is more a test of endurance than anything. He should be putting weight back onto his skeletal frame, but he can't keep food down. He tells his Escort he's preparing for another Arena when he goes out all day, but that's a plain lie. He doesn't bother to train for the next Arena because he knows if his petition gets denied, there's no way they'll take him into Arena number seven alive.
Which means in a lot of ways he's staring down the barrel of a gun, and that's made him tense. He never looks good when he's revived, but right now he's ashen, hollow-looking, bundled in heavy clothing to keep warm despite the decent temperature, looking like, as he puts it, a fucking Ewok stick figure. He stares at his feet as he walks.
"Hey, watch it!" he says as he bumps into someone much taller than him, an older guy with a beard. Coffee spills on both of their pant legs.
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It's weird, he thinks, to be bumping into someone like this, doing something so mundane. In his world, there aren't really enough people to bump into, period, and even when there are -- well, they're usually trying to kill him, so bumping into them isn't a good idea.
This place - the Capitol - seems so far removed from that, though.
He takes a step back, getting a look at the guy - young, not much more than a kid, really, and looking sick as hell. Underfed, skittish like a feral cat. He can't help but grimace slightly at the sight, especially compared to all the well-fed people around them. He's so obviously a Tribute.
"Here," he finds himself saying, his voice a little gruff but not unkind, "let me buy you another one."
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He has no reason to trust Joel. He tries to drag himself back to reality. Back into this moment instead of the sinkhole in the past that his mind gets stuck in.
There's a forced stubbornness when he meets Joel's eyes, like he's trying much too hard to look like he isn't scared. "It's the one with all the chocolate and whipped cream. Whole milk."
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closed to Ellie;
But there was still always a low thrum of noise, especially on the outside. Wilderness, nature, the sounds of life all around. But here, in this sterile, cold, bare room? There was nothing.
That, compared with the big, soft bed - at first Joel had like the idea of it, but after about an hour of tossing and turning and his lower back aching, he just gave up, dragged a bunch of blankets and a pillow to the floor, and curled up. He still slept fitfully - he always did, flashes of nightmares (memories) keeping him from getting too comfortable. The screams of infected in his mind, the shouts of dying men, gunfire, a girl bleeding and gasping for breath in his arms (not sure if she was blonde or red-headed, not sure it mattered).
And most of all, he missed the presence of another person, he missed Ellie being nearby. If nothing else, the sound of her breathing would help break the silence, make things feel a little more familiar. It was too goddamn quiet.
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She knew it was stupid. Knew that she had her own room, perfectly fine, that she'd been living in this whole time. Knew that he probably wanted his space, was probably glad to have his own space, after travelling with her for nearly a year and then being thrust into the arena. She wouldn't blame him.
But she'd spent nearly the whole night staring at the ceiling, catching miserable glimpses of sleep peppered with nightmares.
When she woke up the sixth time she gave up, and grabbed a blanket, and appeared outside of Joel's door several minutes later.
It was weird, how dark and quiet the suite was, at this time of night. She felt stupid, now, like she was a four year old who couldn't take care of herself, but there was no point turning back. She didn't knock - didn't want to alert his other district mates - and instead pressed her forehead to the door.
"Joel?" She asked quietly, half hoping he could hear her, half hoping he wouldn't.
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Whatever it was, he heard her quiet words loud enough to wake the dead, almost, and he was up like a shot, his hair and pajamas all rumpled from the tossing and turning he'd been doing. He opened the door with a concerned look on his face, his assumption being, of course, that something was wrong. That she needed his help.
"Hey, kiddo. Everything alright?" He stepped back to let her in automatically. He was so used to having her in his space it wasn't even something he considered. He didn't have any particular need for privacy - in fact he'd rather have her around.
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