ᴄᴀʀʟᴏs || what do you do with a dead scientist? (
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thecapitol2014-02-15 01:16 am
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Who| Carlos and YOU.
What| Carlos looks for a proper lab coat and tape recorder and also does some exploring. He has a lot of questions, and not just for direction to the marketplace.
Where| Tribute center and the streets of the Capitol. Wednesday he'll be looking for the Districts marketplace. Thursday he's just exploring.
When| Wednesday afternoon and all day Thursday of week 4.
Warnings/Notes| None for now, but on Thursday, he will be in a lab coat and talking to a little white box in his hand about the landmarks around him.
After being killed in the Arena, Carlos hadn't really wanted to go outside his assigned living space. It was a relief to be alive and animate, sure. Carlos wasn't taking that for granted. It was just that -- well, he'd never died before. Trying not to think about it wasn't working, thanks to a lifetime of aggressively critical thinking and a year of resolutely staring the horrifying in the face. He had practically trained himself to be unable to ignore the things that unsettled him the most.
How did they bring me back? he had wondered, staring down at his folded hands as he sat too-still on the bed they said was his. Did they collect my body and reanimate it? Or am I an identical copy, with memories that belong to someone else? How can I be sure that I am the same person who died in the museum? But that only led to more unanswerable questions and a heavy sense of existential dread, neither of which Carlos could quite shake.
So, when the sun came up the next morning, Carlos took a hot shower, dressed in the plainest clothes he could find and set off to explore the city. After all, a scientist should always be familiar with his surroundings and absolutely could not lose a full day to an existential crisis. The first order of business was to find himself a proper lab coat. That way, everyone would know he was a scientist. Then, he had to find a tape recorder. Even if pens and pencils weren't banned here, Carlos had honestly preferred making voice notes.
However, this city was both large and unfamiliar, and Carlos's purposeful strides soon turned to more hesitant steps as the Capitol's buildings began to tower over him. He recognized none of it, and would be asking for directions along his way for most of Wednesday.
Thursday was more relaxed: lab coat and voice recorder acquired, Carlos's goal for that day was to gain a working knowledge of the city layout. Expect to find him exploring both the broad avenues and smaller surface-streets, never really stopping to go into any of the buildings. Instead, he seems to prefer standing in front of them, talking to a small white box in his hand and acting as though this behavior is perfectly normal.
What| Carlos looks for a proper lab coat and tape recorder and also does some exploring. He has a lot of questions, and not just for direction to the marketplace.
Where| Tribute center and the streets of the Capitol. Wednesday he'll be looking for the Districts marketplace. Thursday he's just exploring.
When| Wednesday afternoon and all day Thursday of week 4.
Warnings/Notes| None for now, but on Thursday, he will be in a lab coat and talking to a little white box in his hand about the landmarks around him.
After being killed in the Arena, Carlos hadn't really wanted to go outside his assigned living space. It was a relief to be alive and animate, sure. Carlos wasn't taking that for granted. It was just that -- well, he'd never died before. Trying not to think about it wasn't working, thanks to a lifetime of aggressively critical thinking and a year of resolutely staring the horrifying in the face. He had practically trained himself to be unable to ignore the things that unsettled him the most.
How did they bring me back? he had wondered, staring down at his folded hands as he sat too-still on the bed they said was his. Did they collect my body and reanimate it? Or am I an identical copy, with memories that belong to someone else? How can I be sure that I am the same person who died in the museum? But that only led to more unanswerable questions and a heavy sense of existential dread, neither of which Carlos could quite shake.
So, when the sun came up the next morning, Carlos took a hot shower, dressed in the plainest clothes he could find and set off to explore the city. After all, a scientist should always be familiar with his surroundings and absolutely could not lose a full day to an existential crisis. The first order of business was to find himself a proper lab coat. That way, everyone would know he was a scientist. Then, he had to find a tape recorder. Even if pens and pencils weren't banned here, Carlos had honestly preferred making voice notes.
However, this city was both large and unfamiliar, and Carlos's purposeful strides soon turned to more hesitant steps as the Capitol's buildings began to tower over him. He recognized none of it, and would be asking for directions along his way for most of Wednesday.
Thursday was more relaxed: lab coat and voice recorder acquired, Carlos's goal for that day was to gain a working knowledge of the city layout. Expect to find him exploring both the broad avenues and smaller surface-streets, never really stopping to go into any of the buildings. Instead, he seems to prefer standing in front of them, talking to a small white box in his hand and acting as though this behavior is perfectly normal.

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Still, he doesn't want to appear rude. At least no more so than he already has by approaching the man with the perfect dark hair and prying into his personal life. "I see," he says, though his tone undoubtedly betrays Enjolras' trepidation.
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Carlos paused again, to check and see if Enjolras was following this time. Carlos's eyes were alight -- explaining multiverse theory was always exciting, especially when it was to a handsome stranger, even if that stranger was cripplingly unversed in science fiction.
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"So then you knew him. And you know him now." He repeated again, feeling very much like a daft child. "Very well, I-- I am sorry to have pried."
And he was, genuinely. The existential horror he felt that there might be two Cecil Palmers in the world (universe, existence) aside, he hadn't wanted to embarrass Carlos or otherwise overly involve himself with his personal life. Still. The idea, if he was understanding any of it correctly, any of it at all, was terrifying.
But, there was still something. Still an element (or several) which he did not understand. "If the chemicals exploded then you are dead. Does this mean that the man you truly know is dead so that his double here can live?"
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At the very least, Carlos wanted to express that to Enjolras: the beautiful man had a beautiful right to know that there existed a scientific explanation for the existence of the Capitol, as well as all of the other worlds the tributes came from.
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"But I suppose that something as simple as the jacket I choose to wear on a particular day could not have such meaning. Nor could my breakfast, or the people I, as an individual, converse with."
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He really wasn't sure if he was getting through to Enjolras -- although the man was stunning, Carlos had begun to suspect that Enjolras might not have the frame of reference necessary to understand the theory. Perhaps the place Enjolras had come from was responsible for that.
"...do you mind if I ask where you're from?"
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"I am from France. Paris, most recently, the south prior to that." Carlos was correct in the broad strokes of his suspicion but it was a question of when, rather than where.
"Do you suppose that we have your duplicates in Paris as well?" The question came with a certain incredulity barely restrained behind large blue eyes and beneath long golden lashes. Surely the handsome scientist with his intelligent intonations could not be suggesting something so preposterous as all that.
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"I am sorry, monsieur. My background is not in the sciences and I suppose that it must show. Perhaps one day you will have need of the humanities, and then I may be a better conversation partner for you. Until then, I suppose, your duplicates will continue to mystify me."
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He took a breath, and let it out. "It's okay," he said. "We all have our strengths, and I have to admit I don't know the first thing about the humanities. Science has always been easier for me to understand than people," he added ruefully.
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"People are fickle, and unpredictable on an individual level. In groups, as in a body politic, they are disturbingly consistent. My best friend was a doctor and assured me the same could be said of them medicinally, but I suppose again that I simply never had a mind for the sciences to know what he meant."
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But that was a tangent, and didn't have a whole lot to do with -- what had they been talking about?
"I'm sorry," he said, "listen to me, going off about science and all before I even know your name. I assume you know mine, Cecil must have been spreading it around by now, but I'd like to get yours, if you don't mind."
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"My name is Enjolras, I am a mentor for District 5." There was a specificity to the use of for and not from. While they might not have aligned completely in interests, Enjolras still found the man intelligent. Perhaps he would even be quick enough to pick up on the subtleties of the vocabulary.
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"District 5, that's..." Carlos paused, brows furrowed, to think back over the list of districts and their industries. Then, he remembered, and his eyes flicked back up to meet Enjolras's radiant blue ones. "--that's power, right? They supply electricity to Panem?"
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Admitting the deficiency didn't sit well with him, and he moved his gaze away, not wanting to deal with Carlos' scrutiny. "Nuclear, solar, and electrical. Electricity, I have heard of, and solar power, I can extrapolate well enough from its etymology. Everything I have heard about nuclear energy I find to be quite frightening. Promethean, one might say."
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He paused, looking the gorgeous man over again. "You'd never heard of nuclear or solar power?" A light appeared in Carlos's dark eyes, the light of dawning understanding. "What, um -- what year was it, when you were in Paris? What was your last confirmed date?"
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"It was the 6th of June, 1832." He answered finally over the lump in his throat. The dispassionate words settled between them, the date the only tangible thing left of Enjolras' failed attempt at a new world. "It was March when I arrived here, but I have yet to learn the year."
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He picks up on Enjolras's discomfort, seeing the long, lowered lashes and eyes hidden behind artfully tangled golden curls, but Carlos decides not to ask -- whatever happened wasn't Carlos's business, and he didn't know Enjolras well enough to be comfortable prying into what was clearly a personal matter.
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He offered a tentative smile, something polite and reserved, but lacking the amusement customary to the expression. The handsome scientist had done nothing wrong. There was no reason to give him the impression that he had, even unintentionally. "My... One of the Tributes in my District says that we are in the 21st Century. Or at least that that is her best guess. I do not know the technology well enough to offer an opinion one way or the other, but it seems like a good enough supposition to me. I suppose it does not truly matter as long as we are stuck here."
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He took a breath, eyes faraway, deep in thought. "For better or for worse, the only reference point in time we have right now is the District rebellion and the beginning of the Hunger Games, seventy-five years ago."
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He sighed heavily, tearing his eyes from Carlos' perfect face to study the architecture of a nearby building. It was not all so terribly foreign or futuristic, but then were the ruins of Rome so terribly unfamiliar? "Monsieur, I am afraid that what you say only calls more questions to my mind. I wish that there were some way to answer them."
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His forehead furrowed, golden brows knitting together in a pensive expression. "And, I suppose that though my curiosity is quite great, there are other more pressing issues to which we should attend."
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