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Eva Salazar ([personal profile] vissernone) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2013-12-01 05:23 pm

This City's Already So Full of Bodies It Does Not Need One More [Open]

WHO| Eva Salazar and open
WHAT| Eva's alive and not well.
WHERE| The garden behind the Training Center
WHEN| Week 7
WARNINGS| Brain damage.

They brought her back, but they did not bring her back whole.

Eva's vaguely aware of the mechanics behind how the Tributes are revived, and knew going in that the Mentors would only be brought back with experimental technology. She didn't know what that meant until a few hours after she woke up from death, reading and rereading the pamphlet about blood flow to the brain without retaining information. Your brain was dead. We brought it back.

Bright lights and loud noises take a physical form, smothering her, smashing through her thoughts like bullets. Crowds seem to raise the barometric pressure in a room. Her words are jumbled at times, missing patches of sentences at others. Reading, her usual passtime, has become difficult, as whole parts of lines seem to disappear, flaking off the page like mange.

It'll get better as the brain starts to heal itself, they say. She hopes they're right. For now, she keeps away from large gatherings and wears a sheer veil over her face to protect her eyes from the worst of the light.

Unable to get her mind to cooperate enough to read, she instead turns to tending the earth. The garden outside the Training Center is a good place to start, the little isolated, tranquil corner behind the building. Trellis, small fountain, marble path, and a hundred varieties of crossbred flowers.

She rips up weeds and shreds them in her fingers. She tells herself it's physical therapy, using her fingers like that even when they only obey her half the time. She doesn't bother to go out and make apologies to the people she killed. She doesn't look for her allies, either. Without her mind, she feels more alone that ever, just a rickety shell taking up space and muddling through each hour.

At least she'll have Eponine with her. It's something.
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-08 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
"But who...?" He's never done it like this before, never been the one to initiate anything. "And how do you...?"
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-14 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"How do I ask someone to do... that?" It's not that he's never done it before. It's that he's never been the one to ask for it.
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-16 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
"But they're not." He's not complaining about that. At all. "So what do I do?" His voice goes quiet. "I'm tired of people dying because of me."
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-17 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
"I didn't know what to send. And what if I send something and then they need it later?"
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-18 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
"I didn't mean like that." He blushes. Obviously, if he sent something like a knife, it would be fine. "I meant like water."
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-19 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
"But it's still my fault when they die." At least, that's how he understands it. And he hates it.
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-20 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
"So what do they want?" He's not surprised they don't want guilt, though. Yvette hadn't. And they're the ones making them kill each other.
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-21 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
He really should have guessed. The one thing he's terrible at. "I suck at that."
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[personal profile] fire_punk 2013-12-24 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
He watched her silently for a moment. "What are you doing?"