amplifying: (◎ what once was)
( system monitor v.2 ) ([personal profile] amplifying) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol2013-09-29 02:09 am
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welcome back ◎ open

Who_ Beck and YOU!
What_ Getting used to a User body all over again is hard.
Where_ Central Commons
When_ Now!
Warnings/Notes_ None yet, will update if needed.


Beck felt so worn out.

It didn't help that he had a User body again. He knew he had it before here, and after a while, he found a way to manage it. Beck learned as much as he could, and how it keep it at its best. He had to feed it, he had to hydrate it. He had to keep it moving and train as often as he could. Even though he procrastinated sometimes, and his body had to give him reminders more than he would have liked, Beck got into a habit.

And then he was sent back home.

And then he was sent back to Panem.

It was...annoying. Beck could only remember bits and parts of what happened in the Candyland arena; his body hurting, being killed by someone, then nothing. Then after he continued living in Argon like he had during any other time.

But something wasn't clicking. Even though he had been in the Arena, and he could remember everything crystal clear, he couldn't exactly remember where he had been before. Like a part of his memory had been deleted, and there wasn't any way he could get it back. Beck could remember meeting Cyrus as clear as the purest of energy. But something told him that he hadn't been there at that point before. As hard as he could, Beck couldn't remember. Not a single bit.

Getting his User body again was hard enough as it was; everything felt hungry and his insides ached and he wanted to go into sleep mode for ages. But being unable to remember things you should was just as bad.

Despite his hunger and his need for sleep, Beck kept to himself in the Commons. It was the only place he felt like he should be, for the time being.