Shes slowly shrugs. It was hard enough to explain herself to people who understood quadrants. She turned it over in her mind, trying to find an explanation.

"Well, remember how I said matesprits often don't see the bad parts of someone, or don't believe they're that bad. And moirails see the bad parts and accept them and help them? I still want to kiss him--but I see the bad parts of him. I accept them--even if they enrage me sometimes. Which is where the kismesis comes in but honestly this is something no one else really does on my world...You shouldn't see it as an ideal, when it's simply how our relationship worked."