"But you want to do with the Helmsman, don't you?" He hisses. "WHEN YOU HAVE NO RIGHT. You don't even understand what you've done do you? YOU DONT EVEN MOTHERFUCKING KEN WHAT ALL HE WAS LEFT TO BECAUSE OF YOUR FRAUDULENT CAUSE. You claimed to be his ally once so where were you!?"

He knew where he'd been. He knew what he'd done-- was meant to do. He couldn't change what was already done, even if he hadn't yet done it. But that didn't excuse the Signless and it didn't excuse her. Not unless she had something worth while to explain for it.

"CALL AT I A BASTARD. Call me motherfucking horrible. MURDEROUS, AS I AM! But you did nothing to earn anything but from me. YOUR SAVING GRACE LIES WITH HIM AND NOTHING ELSE! unless you truly did try for him, THE HELMSMAN. So tell me; DID YOU?!"