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Bucky Barnes ☆ 32557038 ([personal profile] tookthewheel) wrote in [community profile] thecapitol 2015-04-19 06:33 pm (UTC)

No, they could and what was more Bucky wasn't sure if it would be right to. Choice is... he knows the importance of choice no, clings to those choices that are in his power to make now that he can make them. Sometimes he still wants the ease of someone else choosing for him but really he knows he'd never go back. He never wanted that power over his life in the hands of someone else again.

So when it came to Jet, if he chose to put himself forward for a dangerous, nigh suicidal, mission? Bucky didn't know if it would be right to stop him. It would be Jet's choice to do so. It unsettles him to think so.

Maybe not if they took out the right people, if they worked together. He almost starts to voice it, then remembers something that sends a chill up his back. Even if you cut off the head... he hates how much his mind takes him back to HYDRA and their methods. Those truths were burnt into him, maybe forever. Killing those in charge might not be enough.

Bucky knows he needs to stop thinking about this, hypothetical or not. There's not enough intel to make a plan on now, all he'd do is go in circles in his own head. He needs more solid information to make a mission plan on but it's good to have a fail safe, a back up...

For a moment he closes his eyes, making a conscious effort to pull himself back. Luckily Sam provides a distraction.

"I won't..." he says, a little shocked. "I can't."

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