He breathes a little but he doesn't dare say a word. Not a sound, not a motherfucking peep. No smiling. He waits until she's being close.
And then when she is, he sighs his relief. He looks on behind him, just to see if he might be able to lean back too, or if that would even be a good idea or not. No contact for now. This already pushes lines enough.
Now just to figure what the fuck to up and say.
"I..." He breathes deep. "We've lost people. THE BOTH OF YOU GOT AT LOSING PEOPLE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. We've all done this shit beforeways. BUT IT AIN'T HELP. Such things ain't never been to helping. S'WHY I FIGURED WE FOCUS ON THE SHIT WHAT IS. Miracles what's being presentlike. ALL MOTHERFUCKING BENEFACTIONS LEGIT WHAT IS MOTHERFUCKING BEING OURS." He pauses, just to see if he's still got them. "We're all here. WE ARE ALIVE. We all got our knowings if this was being elseways we up and wouldn't be." Which doesn't always feel good enough, he knows. But... "MAN, YOU KNOW WHAT ALL I'M GONNA DO AT? I'm gonna try on tasting every motherfucking sweet thing what I can. GONNA GET A BIGASS ICECREAM AND PUT ON EVERY TOPPING THIS MOTHERFUCKER CAN GET ON IT. Like sprinkles and shit. HOW ABOUT YOU GUYS?"
He's not looking for them to give no fucking ice cream flavors. He's looking for hope. For something good.
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And then when she is, he sighs his relief. He looks on behind him, just to see if he might be able to lean back too, or if that would even be a good idea or not. No contact for now. This already pushes lines enough.
Now just to figure what the fuck to up and say.
"I..." He breathes deep. "We've lost people. THE BOTH OF YOU GOT AT LOSING PEOPLE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. We've all done this shit beforeways. BUT IT AIN'T HELP. Such things ain't never been to helping. S'WHY I FIGURED WE FOCUS ON THE SHIT WHAT IS. Miracles what's being presentlike. ALL MOTHERFUCKING BENEFACTIONS LEGIT WHAT IS MOTHERFUCKING BEING OURS." He pauses, just to see if he's still got them. "We're all here. WE ARE ALIVE. We all got our knowings if this was being elseways we up and wouldn't be." Which doesn't always feel good enough, he knows. But... "MAN, YOU KNOW WHAT ALL I'M GONNA DO AT? I'm gonna try on tasting every motherfucking sweet thing what I can. GONNA GET A BIGASS ICECREAM AND PUT ON EVERY TOPPING THIS MOTHERFUCKER CAN GET ON IT. Like sprinkles and shit. HOW ABOUT YOU GUYS?"
He's not looking for them to give no fucking ice cream flavors. He's looking for hope. For something good.