It's a real testament to what he went back to that the Initiate finds himself relieved to hear that his moirail is dead. It's not without mixed feeling. It hurts beyond what he's willing to admit to know he may well never get his moirail back, that he's gone to a plane what the Initiate can't reach-- and if he don't early, won't reach for a long as time. He can feel the sweeps stretching out and he closes the thought down.
If Mituna's dead he's free. If he can't ever save of him, at least there's that. That's what matters here.
"That's good to know," He breathes, in a voice all unsteady. "GOOD TO BE MOTHERFUCKING KNOWING CONFIRMATIONS DONE."
He hums to himself and Sollux's offer. He almost thinks there's nothing-- sure he has a lot of questions about their Messiah chosen quest, but ain't none of that's relevant to his existing no more. He'd played his part. But...
"There's one thing, perhaps. WE MADE THE HUMANS. Your lot did. HE KEEPS BEING TOLD THAT. What's that mean? I KNOW SOME SHIT GOT HAPPENSTANCE UP BETWEEN. But what was it going to be?"
He watches Sollux careful, for whatever he may answer. He feels like a wriggler saying at to a preacher, tell me of shangri-la. He all but holds his breath.
gdi sollux and your fucking two puns
If Mituna's dead he's free. If he can't ever save of him, at least there's that. That's what matters here.
"That's good to know," He breathes, in a voice all unsteady. "GOOD TO BE MOTHERFUCKING KNOWING CONFIRMATIONS DONE."
He hums to himself and Sollux's offer. He almost thinks there's nothing-- sure he has a lot of questions about their Messiah chosen quest, but ain't none of that's relevant to his existing no more. He'd played his part. But...
"There's one thing, perhaps. WE MADE THE HUMANS. Your lot did. HE KEEPS BEING TOLD THAT. What's that mean? I KNOW SOME SHIT GOT HAPPENSTANCE UP BETWEEN. But what was it going to be?"
He watches Sollux careful, for whatever he may answer. He feels like a wriggler saying at to a preacher, tell me of shangri-la. He all but holds his breath.