'If,' he says. Like there's any doubt. Damned atheists.
But he takes in the rest of what Kankri's said, and half him agrees. Of course the Messiahs would forgive, of course they'd not bar him from their grace. But still, he thinks, he does not deserve it. He has forsaken them, failed them more than once. It wasn't a forced hand whereas he made the choice to save Terezi, surely knowing...
He has always been weak. He has always wanted more.
But the last thing Kankri says, without doubt, is right. It makes his shoulders hike as he unsurely says, "NO. I guess not... IT'S ABOUT BALANCE. It's all the fuck about finding the beauty up in it all. IT'S ABOUT A LOT OF GOOD MOTHERFUCKING THINGS..." A pause. "I ain't know why it's just being indigo, always figured all the rest was just atheists natural. AIN'T SEE WHY IT COULDN'T BE."
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But he takes in the rest of what Kankri's said, and half him agrees. Of course the Messiahs would forgive, of course they'd not bar him from their grace. But still, he thinks, he does not deserve it. He has forsaken them, failed them more than once. It wasn't a forced hand whereas he made the choice to save Terezi, surely knowing...
He has always been weak. He has always wanted more.
But the last thing Kankri says, without doubt, is right. It makes his shoulders hike as he unsurely says, "NO. I guess not... IT'S ABOUT BALANCE. It's all the fuck about finding the beauty up in it all. IT'S ABOUT A LOT OF GOOD MOTHERFUCKING THINGS..." A pause. "I ain't know why it's just being indigo, always figured all the rest was just atheists natural. AIN'T SEE WHY IT COULDN'T BE."