"I..." He starts. "...do not motherfucking know." He slumps in his seat.
"S'LIKE... ALTERNIA, RIGHT? Remember I said on about that, how as motherfuckers adapted all for the surviving of them ownselves? YOU GET STRONGER. Harder." Ever more fidgeting with a glass fills that void. "I FELT ALTERNIAN THIS WHOLE MOTHERFUCKING TIME. Ain't weren't being a point I didn't, right all up to half a sweep later. IT'S MORE THAN JUST SIMPLE CHANGES. I don't feel like that no more. SINCE THEY AVOXED ME. Felt all them things got combattance harsh, you dig? AIN'T THINK I CAN BE THAT NO MORE, I--" He breathes deep to steady himself. He's almost a little afraid to look.
"I found something different. MAYBE IT'S NEW, MAYBE IT AIN'T. I wanna be my ownself. I JUST AIN'T SURE WHO THAT IS YET. And I figure it's right to give a motherfucker a second chance on note of that so... CAN CALL HIM MAKARA. If you like."
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"S'LIKE... ALTERNIA, RIGHT? Remember I said on about that, how as motherfuckers adapted all for the surviving of them ownselves? YOU GET STRONGER. Harder." Ever more fidgeting with a glass fills that void. "I FELT ALTERNIAN THIS WHOLE MOTHERFUCKING TIME. Ain't weren't being a point I didn't, right all up to half a sweep later. IT'S MORE THAN JUST SIMPLE CHANGES. I don't feel like that no more. SINCE THEY AVOXED ME. Felt all them things got combattance harsh, you dig? AIN'T THINK I CAN BE THAT NO MORE, I--" He breathes deep to steady himself. He's almost a little afraid to look.
"I found something different. MAYBE IT'S NEW, MAYBE IT AIN'T. I wanna be my ownself. I JUST AIN'T SURE WHO THAT IS YET. And I figure it's right to give a motherfucker a second chance on note of that so... CAN CALL HIM MAKARA. If you like."