"I plan to apologize to all of them once I have a better grasp of what exactly I said and did." He could probably find the tapes somewhere of the full fights, not just the edited soundbites the recaps have been featuring. He also doesn't particularly want to watch them any sooner than he has to.

"I wish they could have found another way to make me entertaining. I'd much rather be suffering horribly but in control of my own mind, if given the choice."