"Well enough. Better than after some arenas. Though that may just be because I don't remember much of it after a certain point. I've been piecing it together through the recaps."

His mouth twitches, just slightly. It's almost sad, that this is the truth. Several arenas ago he might have been much more horrified at his own actions. He might even have been in the middle of some kind of breakdown. Now it's just one more thing on top of everything else he has to deal with, and it seems downright banal in that context.

"I've seen enough to gather that I was very much not myself."